onlybears

censor censor censor!!!!!!

why do i...
no, i don't.

ask me and i will tell you gladly
let me share my joy,
set aside your notions of
"whats good and right for Joseph"

"have you lit a fire under my ass...no"
"have you let my instinct reign as well...no, you haven't"
"have you all tied my shoe laces...no"
"have you all seen my joy of honesty...sadly, no."

onlybears can show the truth
onlybears are where the love repairs
my fucked up esteem
onlybears show me who i am

and i am ready to trust myself
and that feels so fucking good

so praise me for being a goddamn onlybear.

i swear i have pink eye....

arr arr arr
this is like exorcism
a purging of the closeness
i was blessed to have for a fortnight

so now i count the days, once agian,
counting down the days to close breaths
to pillow face,
to a soft kiss
to a laugh.
a quick smoke,
to a touch

jesus christ, i fucking miss you

3000 is a hell of a number

lets pretend miles were inches

you still would be way to far.

2 weeks...

here it comes...



here it stays...