twenty-five

6 down
19 to go
let 25 be the one i want
as well

but the 25 are yours,
and yours alone.
do what is best
for you and the boot
on her way to peru,
for she is a good one
keep her in mind
at least one of the
25 times

don't tell me what 25 is
unless it comes to pass.

if it comes true,
then the saint of smiles
just might become my saint of peru.

pupils...

I am ready to loose
what sense of myself
I have left

(side note, i don't give a fuck about
my openness anymore)

my only want is not to undo my past,
but to start a new age.
An age where i learn
not to give up (for no reason)
so quickly.

follow through.
East coast,
chapter 7,
counterpart...
what ever it is.
see it to the end.

to do what is best for me

chapter 7...

thinking about it. I have a consultation on tuesday. i am only 26. damn kidney stones. damn health care system

light and dark

oh hell,
the kingdom is here

counterpart

Peter Black and I are business owners
click here

robot rock

may be a bit tipsy
but all i want to know
is what daft punk songs
you danced to today
in you head?

if you tell me,
i will tell you...

JE*^

escape into this night
flee from this day,
into the fading streetlights
exit joseph

need a walk

they hot-boxed their 6 year old girl...

spin, just spin around

what i would give for this again

elbowed in the...

do you all really want this,
my honesty?

I am honest to myself
I know my truth,
and what is true
just might destroy you
and what you think of me

let me clarify, this is to all,
not one

my truth will expose me
in this very moment
for everyone to judge
my truth will show no mercy
to me

it will leave me in the rain, naked

i agree
i have learned some honesty,
but what i know,
i will never show fully
because you might not like what you see

and i like how you all see me,
so why stir the waters?

i will show one, or two, or three, but not all...
because i hate watching myself fall
in other's eyes

but you... whoever you may be
let my image waste away in your eyes,
into a vision of something more real
than i ever was

into an ugly truth
something honest
a man who wish to wake from his filth,
not sleep in it...

22 hours in less than 48

see you all in two days...

rubies

cutting me down
right at the knees

as the criminal gets his
car searched by the
canines,
i smoke
i wait
i ponder
i recreate

I'M DREAMING FOR CHRIST SAKE!!

good god, Mr cop
I am dreaming again
without loosing my head
or causing heads to roll

my new name is "Mr. GO-WITH-THE-DAMN-FLOW"

i love falling into to it, thank you Mr. Kacey Meyer

how so, Mr ?

...you want is to exist in a way
that benefits yourself

...yet you know you also want to share
the beauty with others

...the trial is finding how to benefit
and share

...the truth sleeps softly within this
trial, this paradox

and the paradox, the truth, is i am never going
to fully exist for myself, yet i wont ever completely share all the beauty i fully feel


i wont ever be at ease with the/any path i choose

keep me guessing then

gold fish flying above your head

giving up the unicorn (the mystery)
for something more meaningful (the history)

this is just fun. joy rises.
an undefined care and concern for another's well being
an innocent risk

bring it
let me be your manager.

Mr. Sway

don't fade joy,
i am not done with you yet.

really..............

all i can say about today is "fuck it..."
work was terrible (800 in sales, walk with 85)
i want to hang out with my friends, but work got in the way
I haven't eaten (my own damn fault)
and some homeless guy pulled out his dick on the bus and started talking to it.

it will be tomorrow in about ten minutes.
thank god