smile and nod

gain control
this is all one grain of salt
that you would rather not take part
of

let the others check the weight
of their pain, finding reasons why
the battles are necessary to
live

you don't need to run,
you need to enjoy the pleasure
that only this absurd moment demands of
you

so drink your beer
stumble home
call people who
wont answer
and find peace
in how fucking
funny it really is

and don't mind
that you are soaking wet.

bees and wasp

the northwest wishes rhode island the best

i am injured, i am shaking at the knees,
i am dead like the raccoon staring at the ceiling.

when its never the same, then you know
that you can't take any of it back

where is your favor...?

in the mold it lies

a shot in the dark

i call out a name,
"no way. How so?
where from?"

she doesn't know that
the only thing left is to
come to terms with the reality that she
is a fucking idiot.
i guessed your name
you whore!!

Where are my props?
where is your adoration,
of a memory
stronger than the ego
of that prick with his tails
in between his legs?

he learned that tail move from me anyways,
so ask for my number instead.

the sacred hearts of forgotten virgins

fuck expectations and guilt. i have enough of that within myself already. i don't need it from the masses as well.

fuck the dragons

oh joseph, when will you see that the man,
with age showing harder than most,
is really you?

oh, joseph, why can't you gaze,
as well,
into his eyes that demand of you
"tear down your walls!?"

oh joseph, where else have you seen your god
other than these eyes,
absent of malice and suspicion?

who knows you better,
now that you brought down your fortress of stability
and sit naked
staring at the aged and naked man?

oh, little vagrants

ode to the time,
ode to the life
of instinct

praise to the compass
of deceit

ode to the way,
ode to the joy
of release